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Writer's Block: Comped

What's the best compliment you've ever received?

Oh, this is hard ><. Let's just type out all the ones I remember XDD

When asked what I was good at...
"You're good at making me laugh, okay?"
(In a kindly manner lol.)

When asked what kind of drink I would be if I were one...
"A traffic light." XD

When talking to a person who was NEVER known to giving out compliments...
"I actually think you write quite well."

And just out of the blue...
"You're the best, you know that?"


Okay. Anyway. Today went quite well I thought. Got up around 10.30, and by now have already proceeded to clear out my wardrobe of junk clothing that I never wear/bought when I was 14, as well as tidying my room and managing to vacumn it for the first time in forever. So am feeling quite pleased with self, and may also do some study during the afternoon... which I am not really happy about. But then again, I would feel worse if I didn't do it, which serves as a reason to do so.

Hm. Yesterday's birthday plans with Miss Fluke did not go as well as I had expected. I don't know if it's just my problem, but I didn't enjoy it as much as I thought I would.... and actually, I couldn't really tell if Miss Fluke was having fun either. Maybe I'm just bummed that she didn't seem very appreciative and was kind of offhand in the way she treated us, but mm. The only time that I really felt happy yesterday was when we brought out the cake near and were singing happy birthday to her - her face lit up then and I could tell that she was really happy which made me happy and made me feel like the day wasn't wasted....


Anyhow. Ugh. I went to another drama production meeting with the church guys yesterday morning, and I am starting to feel skeptical about this whole thing. There are only four of us right now, and we're all equally important in writing the script - there's also a deadline, I think, so if any one person opts out we'll be pretty much screwed - however, they are expecting us to hold a meeting twice a week for two hours each, at least.

In all honesty, you all know how I have a problem with commitment. And what with uni having just started and the pressure already mounting on all of us, I have no idea what I'm supposed to do if I want to have a life, do my best in school AND write the bloody script according to the timeframe we have now. Hell, it's already hard enough for me to figure out where uni ends and my life begins even when I don't have to take into account the drama project.... and yet if I pull out, a) I can really see them struggling more without me, b) they will hate me, and c) ...it's just not the right thing to do.

I have no idea what to do.

So as a whole, life is not that gay at the moment but there are still some things that I need to sort out.

...okay, a number of things.

Ugh. GG. >____>